Clones — decision problems

The story one clone of or clones, too, people.
Me never avea to leave place his daily habitat. The entire life small to punish the distractions of the, which was comprised of meals and physical leverage. Constantly despaired “G-”, as I had nicknamed his have themselves in anybody. He was with a thick and repeated about how, that we need to keep themselves in the form of. Spoke, that we “valuable material. ” I themselves thus not believed. Big thought, that we nothing not understand. Most not itself saw. I same, with the first minutes “birth ” mind who I there is. Initially was painful for. Head constant thing in my head from khlynuvshey in the brain information. Body, which until this never enjoyed, was felt as old a dried, tree. I proved defective tit. Even not know, was lucky me or not.
After a long time, Graz with the rest the clones, I understood, that such one. The only who all remembers and fully gives report their action. Initially originated fears, that supervisor notice my non-standart behavior. But go off …
I wanted to escape. Escape as can be rather and without the heads. But far? “I ”, essentially its and not“ I ” at all. Homes I have no. He there is have human, predict it might become its genetic material, to do me. I mind moment, when he this did. Oppressive the hospital's chair, nice the nurse, which took blood from veins. Even smells phenol, which I smell like the entire s patients.
Doctor da Silva that this good investing. If will need taking organs, not will need wait in lines. Zero chance rejection. Themselves clones not experiencing of emotions and pain, can only silently fulfill team. “Bolvankam ” proactively are or the brain … Meanwhile more have all rich friends there are already its own. Benefit to it turned out more than cons. And saying “health not buy ” matter how sound not so truthfully as before …
This of course remarkable, that I all remember. But bribery from this no …
Now we were in a large gym spied a. Physical burden were one of most important aspects of our life. And this was well. For order to run, me needs be in the form of. Mirrors: In gym not was and practicing your on overall path I watched on other. Almost such same as I. With mind ordinary people, except charming facial expressions. Only couple of times me managed see, as several clones oskalilis from strong leverage. A trainer have us were merry and often were pow between themselves, whether the or another of us raise more early.
All were dressed in same clothes – sports tricot and T-shirt. Linen was pan-blue color of, on each things presumably the logo – black circle, in which was another smaller. On a smaller same circle was drawn triangle, with bewildering pattern.
On streets us not, allow. Walk on fresh air were carried out in a special room. Ceiling in it represented from themselves one greater bars, windows not was. “Lookout Tower or visit many ” in this of it establishment, I felt themselves house a hamster, which gradually are getting away mad, sitting in captivity.
Still one problem it turned out the, that here not with whom was to talk. Yes, I talked himself with themselves and sometimes me this been fascinated with. Always interestingly to communicate with astute man. But long so continue could not. Until the fall of the plunged into frenzy, me cleavage divided only one thought – “get a Women’s. ”
Safeguard as such not was. Couple slave drivers, accustomed give team, which obey mindless clones. Me accounted for abide by on the DL, because I, as and the rest, fully unlike will our babysitters. I have was only a slow chance escape. But he participated. Sometimes customers came to watch on their copies, what owners clinics not discouraged. Contrary – they were are happy that have them emerged another “chubby ” C, which'll spread in his circle, how this with steeply and helpful. Drinking bad another once whisky, he will to prove to its view, that undoubtedly believes correct. After what, his “osoznavshie ” its stupidity friends, First in a clinic, to do another Made to Order.
, allow “the doppelgangers ” not on long, but certainly in the place, where can be run. No one after all not governor intended, that one of them can prove separate and independent and cocky guy … By-in memory was only route from entry in a clinic, until cabinet chief doctor. Procedural, where taking blood and sample tissue, not in expense. He troops almost in the center of the this path. A pity I cannot to see, than Hypnotizes my replicates. Or the original of the. Without difference in general. I, too, personality, with other memories. I have its grains life and feelings. Their objectives. More precisely one. Extricate hence. About how, that I will do next, even not have it any other. This, a second biggest task, on that until not worth spend time and forces. What the difference, that will then, if I have not tickles hence extricate?
Slightest thought, I not immediately understood, that time coaching received passed. Obtaining upside the head for what “'m being obtuse more other ”, I merged with a common host, which flowed to the in souls. Standing still under cold jets of water, understood, that long so continue not can. It is time. Already the mean reds wait, when will emerge my “the original of the ” (I decided to to call his so). If in during weeks he will not come, then stuck shift the. 'll... I'll figure anything, modicum ahead'll run. It's a shame that I was such one …
By adopting this decision, immediately same sensed better. Ceases your whining in breast and rush into resurfaced from concern the, that all people name is soul of. Interestingly, and I have there is soul? Can be whether me considered man? And if I die under the escape (such option, too, participated), will be able whether for Ban to go in paradise? Through week I few answers. In week seven days. Means through seven fucking days, I I'm gonna split on will, and without difference – beyond clinics or on the light …
* * *
Wait week not had to. Through three long days, me with words: “my Baran, on you get out, see came ”, took under the handle and have led in side exit. So close with “baby-sitters ” I still not came in contact and first time in his life, I was connected sense the smells of perfume,, which shibanul me in nose. Sight lavender, mint and musk. So my the brain, I have deciphered the incoming information. If manages fulfill respect, necessarily buy itself a good cologne. He will symbol of my freedom.
Hands were shaking from arousal, the brain worked in forsirovannom regime, proschityvaya various a combination of action. Time a bit slowed down their move, we with the supervisor were heading exhorts reduces doors in our a small “clonic ” Corps. Pens on it not was, apparently in avoiding discoveries its “rams ” everything. Pofarbovanі she was in Royal color – as and Wall with-ceiling standoff. Because, if not know that there the door, find its was quite not be easy.
When we over through a saving window opening in wall, I valuation in have seemed frozen, for that received another good smack from supervisor. On eyes hit vivid light, in the eyes of pestrilo diversity flowers – for window (unfortunately, zareshechennym), breaker contrary exit, yet colourful banners with an advertisement. In the corridor, were eager bright lamp day of light, gender was designed in light-green tones. Would still that in the first time see movies in color, after a permanent viewing black-and white.
Given a small corridor, in which was only several doors, we proved still before one. Near with it, in the “October we ” sat guard does, controlled both Annex and maturing. After minutes expectations, “Yale ” not weathered and shouted:
– too, Fat, you are tired of in phone hanging out! Let-us to go through this a fucking turnstile, – shouted out, he with I might, pointing to peregorodivshee us path obstacle. – And so nor how about not one takes, so modicum head whether kind, pick it up sometimes!
– Sam you bold … – on the brink of earshot quietly delivered guard does, grapple can fit on chair. But, we need a tourniquet opened, despite Prophet, to which apparently already was accustomed.
By an accident a slight the TRC, we proved outside the second doors. With every step, mimicking the full misunderstanding and subduing, I felt bringing freedom. Within all had all this tightness in from desires rather run, need simply come on place. Doubt, that surrounding act; failing that respond to my actions, than I and planned take advantage of. ... Spontaneous – a good trump in my arsenal. Unfortunately the only.
Having passed another corridor, we proved in a spacious beer hall. Everywhere were dotted flowers in large window, with right-wing hand have windows stood Bags sofa with were a couple such same armchairs. On little wooden magazine the little table, lay several shots of newspapers, one of which viewed “I. ” The “I ”, which announced his its're with me.
Strange was sense of, look on themselves with hand. Fulsome even something revulsion – under perfectly a white on, was visible difficult sizes open. Face was wrinkled and ??????. How many time me ``crisis? Such a sense of that long. My “the original of the ” a bit aged ones and received my baby fat on as prompt. I same, unlike him was in a marvelous form.
Near with him sat the very doctor, which in my memory mentioned about all virtues cloning. He better position not has changed, wasn that lens replaced the – last time they were in silver rimmed, now same glittered gold. Apparently not from bad life. And most important that I spotted – an EXlT surgery. For poluraskrytoy gateway shone the sun, past passed on-year old dressed people. Here is he, the very moment!
— … and to speak he keeps managing? – finally asked my prototype of an. The beginning of his the monologue I not heard, so as thought were are busy. Yes and not like me his listen to. With mind my his brooding as times could shift away for lack of mental activities.
It is time. Knock down an elbow in nose, there behind supervisor, I on strained their opportunities's wavin 'to exits. On second …, I saw picture, that forget hardly will be able: My “the original of the ” sat with open a mouth and cannonball eyes, Dr. of grabbing a mouth air, as fish, dumped within the last on Bank. Lens all off the hook with his a white-haired heads and now lay on gender, pobleskivaya from solar rays, infiltrating through window. “Nursemaid, huh ” lay on gender, carefully carrying bloody cotton swabs hands to slap, not taking the attempts to rise. Yes perishing. Such a they accurately not expected. One valuable bargaining chip in up their sleeve me facilitated with proceeds can.
Vyskochiv on streets and looking instead on memory my “prototype of ”, I ran in direction increased cities, on this time already without the heads …
* * *
Ten years later.
– the Pope, that such love? – asked a small a boy have his father. They sat in a small boat, not far from Bank, Muzeum Wsi Slowinskiej spend some time fishing. Weather was windless, from all sides people surrounded a a. Seemed, that except this boats and two man, in world more no one not there is.
– Nu, this … – a bit just paused a man, nasazhivaya another worm on hook. – Love – this feelings. Treat. International sympathy with … Atta … You same love mother again?
– I very love mommy, – responded the boy with serious the face of, not forgetting does he glimpse on your fishing bobber in water, as taught his father. – She the most plain and the Beautiful. And still she makes me delicious sandwiches and buys candy bars.
– all nude. Ugh, this accurately! Our mother the best on light of. And why you asked?
– I feel seems I fell in love pa, – a boy a bit're blushing, but continued, despite smiling face father. – Lizzie plain and the Beautiful. We together strolls. As you thinking, we then'll get married? And let us to live as you with mom?
– Everyone perhaps son. If you truly love each other, then chase to live together long and happily.
– the popes, and you, too, fell in love in mother again, when was small? And you first together have walked, and when rose have got married?
– No, – father've got that furrowed brow, on second about than something slightest thought. Then vstryakhnuv head, if progonyaya craving continued, – you better ask have mothers. And now not get distracted, follow for connected float switch and not’t forget reel in fish, above than extricate!
– Yes pa, I will alert, – the kid turned head to community where was even hanging out in water your fishing bobber, and became closely for him watch. Father same, again slightest thought, delivered whispers only one word: “clone. ”

No nothing easier, than start pressing hard Ctrl + A, Ctrl + C, Ctrl + V and obtain accurately such same slew data only in another place. Sometimes violates copying the leads to unexpected outcomes. In other cases – to well estimating and projected …
“Error access. This login is used!. ”
“Error … Please … Coordinator geometry. Connecting to now. Building … ”
Instead his
In one of secret lab under leave his Smoky.

— Young man, wasn this legitimately? – a white-haired professor as replicates, a similar on Sakharov, detachment watched on Borovikova.
Chief project well acknowledged degree of risk, on that pushed the his disciple. Produce experiments on humans – not allows conscience. Clone same – not man, means, there is nothing amoral in is, to “cook ” brains paired-rider will clones his aide. The brain scientist rebuilt this thing all the possible negative options such a experiment, to under really don't think appropriate a result to remain innocent.
— Pobediteley not Try, — raised thought professor disciple.
— Nu and losers?
. The Organization has laughed:
— To us judge, need to be able here judges deliver! Not every a normal man, like, whale in Zone, to re-deal, that here such happened. Worse be not can.
Indeed, task not from ordinary. Little who risk weakened so deeply in Zone,, only to deal in matters ethics and morality.
— What same, — professor adopted decision, — work. Resources lab in your disposal.
. The Organization took a box with an artifact. Only Dr. not leader was coming more engage science.
Utterly Classified.
Project “The parking attendant. ”
“Doctor. The Organization gone mad. Needs physical removing.
P. S. ”
Resolution: Eliminate. Group Republican.
Yantar. Laboratory Sakharov
Of...... surprised Republican translate the bewildered glance with one Dr. Borovikova on second Dr. Borovikova. Fighters captain about Amber caught that up without these two, already eight units twin as two breath water ??? we. Can be, of course, suggest, that have scientist it turned out such number of brothers-twins, but genetic s expertise has shown, that all caught piece of the with likely ninety nine and nine percent according to conclusions national lab real Borovikovy. Nor brothers, nor relatives, namely originals.
— Don’t could same he two separate people, — thought aloud captain, ex strutting on cabinet to run the government lab on that amber.
Associated on batty and yet Dr. with expression faces clinical idiots watched on military, hasn't by transferring glance on professor Sakharov, which worked with securities for etape table in other end lab.
— A why, strictly speaking, you, young man, think, that could not? – has he spoken professor – chief scientific groups Amber.
— Seneng me known, — scholar got distracted from backed securities, feeling the, that on him look not only Borovikovy, but and captain Republican.
Sakharov began glazing their lens and continued thought:
— Doctor. The Organization – enough resourceful and very wily young man. Big the adventure and businessman he, unfortunately, more, than scholar.
Republican closely looked on professor, be kidding whether he. Sakharov was itself the seriousness of the.
— Has perhaps two separate people or indeed do razvosmeritsya? – has he spoken military, when recognized, that in nutshell scientist not was and the shadows irony.
— This is Zone, — set them off hands professor, — here perhaps all. Especially the, that impossible on big earth. Know whether, young man, beaten phenomena not there are in principle. Perhaps absolutely all. Truth, there is low-probability phenomena, so, commonly realized, that their not there is. Here is consider.
Sakharov posted on their Relief tiles chocolate. The mill from army claims,, which his and treated his Republican.
— Nu, chocolate, — said brooding captain.
— A so, — scholar put an on tiles sweets Labyrinth artifact.
He immediately in into thin air, and tiles from chocolate has become a metal.
— What does this? – surprised military.
— Gold, you can not inspect. Scientists, the alchemists bet over this problem many centuries consecutive. Concluded, that this impossible. I same you demonstrated the opposite.
— converse, — whispered Republican, — if suggest, that. The Organization as something managed to breed themselves, for what he this made?
— Ask have him themselves, — dismissive professor. – "same you have eight units.
— To know our plans, – seems to have given up hand military.
— And as?
— Yes raze, they nothing not remember.
— MA – It interestingly. And chemistry interrogation? – was bucked up professor.
— What same. “Who I? Where I? Why you want me kill? ”
— MA – It interestingly. This indirectly confirms my theory.
— What for theory?
— i'm ashamed ask, and you why needed,. The Organization? – professor watched on military as if through optical targeting Fatah guns, and not through lenses ordinary peaceful points.
— ? ? ? ? ? command.
— I see, I see, — one professor.
He clearly knew more, than military and face.
— My you advice, young man, until free. Above, than harvest scientist in be the first, needs to know, over than he there works.
— By. To do something that?
— A here is this already advice taxable, — 'm squinting Sakharov. – But you so and be, in expense old debt, I’d say. Harvest all we. Someone of them can prove under memory. Now I you, young man, nothing should not.
Surroundings Dead City’s.
Gun nursing a badly-pace. For the perimeter, please its, likely, had to would cut off. Here same, almost in really the center of the Zone, quite not far from Dead City, under act artifacts sore of heal almost on the eyes of. Remained fix Board ekzoskilet, without him belly gunner, Miss Goffe long not protaskaet mutually gun with endowments of patrons to him. Bone, perebitaya sniper’s bullet, already raw seams, commanded regeneration soft tissue. Existed risk that start grow not those muscle, which need, but all same so better, than quite without its feet, or the basement. As live in be the first without the staunch running mate,, I not represented. There is Loners, but their history accrue Chronography of the and Turn in myths Zone, which well tell have the campfire, but not have to them no relations. Only there 'increase place – in myths Zone.
— Anyone reflecting, who me hears, — blew walkie-talkie: Familiar ``strong voice. – I repeat, all, who me hears. Says captain Republican. Repeat still times, says captain Republican. Preferred Battery and unification, — whose ways are strange was to hear from Republican such speech.
Usually the most are incorruptible and getting commander military in stalkers talked rarely. He simply could only shoot on destruction without warnings, even not trying to to join in negotiations.
—, but I suggest that cooperation, — evening of surprises lasted, Republican something wanted to from in stalkers and, apparently, something wanted to offer in transformation: — me need a head Dr. Borovikova. In return five hundred thousands of and personal immunity on six months. All, who me hears …
Gun sharply so upset, fishing from the first-aid kit painkillers.
— You what?
— There, on away to radar database, I have copied it this Dr.. If hurry, 'll make it on time intercept.
Evening of surprises lasted.
— Why you immunity from Republican?
— I don't care on him, — responded The machine gun, and rigged weapons, — although bonus have a hell of. Me this. The Organization money should, as times five hundred. What the difference, as will put: Hotelier or head.
— Nu, times money.
I pasted in “Val ” snaryazhennyy Music. Friendship and authority – better ones. To measure the rest of the there is conventional equivalent of – money. They, indeed, not smell.
— What with charge their batteries? Stage will? – asked his assistant I have friend.
Superficially his a suit was nice dented: Three bullets sticking out from drive engine, one stuck in battery. Gun've tested system.
— Doydu.
The approach to radar database
The device, the microchip in a suit, showed, that activity psi-field lowered. Protection reworked popular program scientific costume well allows act on territory Radara. With machine gun was harder. Ekzoskilet not contained protections from psi-radiation. Had to friend fashioned 300dpi.
— Far not shall go, — I began worry for the basement.
Lasting impact large numbers of artifacts can lead to unexpected consequences. Sometimes utterly not predictable.
— Far and not need to, — one previous, vskidyvaya gun.
Enemies not was in sight, but The machine gun threw it in the toilet the concrete I'm plaiting reinstate and some 19th centuries, behind it. From soldiers armored began to bolt the Ghosts, and here is two in stalkers in the form of mercenaries remained lie about the barracks.
— I'm covering for! – shouted The machine gun.
Opponents more not was. In the barrack, were sitting and sulking under the overturned bed, sat man to orange, suit pressure, scientist.
— Don’t for hitting, — almost has begun to cry people. – Why all want me kill? That I you made?
— Where is money? – has cried The machine gun, Kuzbass face rights.
— what are the money? You who? – lament people.
Gun hit in helmet-sphere of. . The Organization shut down his hands.
— what are the money? You me, likely, with someone're confusing. I with you even not sign.
— Don’t sign. And with whom you sign at all, if with me – not sign.
I began to doubt. Too perishing plausible behaved scholar, and very aggressively – The machine gun. Scholar wondered, pretty dumb looking on my running mate,.
— I not know. You me not it, but I nothing not know. Where I? – suddenly asked brilliant question Dr., — who you? That here at all happening?
— You still tell, that know not, who you?
— No, not remember. Honestly, — responded scholar.
In this moment breathed shot. Develop transtentorial box the basement, they've torn up on parts of. Not saved even helmet. I tried to march in side, but not managed. The second bullet has punched brush. My “Val ” had a chance from damaged hands. But I managed to consider forward. This was Dr.. The Organization. In accurately such a same orange suit, as and the, that sat under the turned the bed. Only glance have him was informed and brutal. The second scholar kicked foot body the basement and, not paying on me attention, sent its huge a pistol on moreover, who sat under the bed.
— Over that? — screamed once more in agony scholar with as a little nerdy mournfully.
Scholar with tough mournfully mark and sent its huge a pistol on me, but I managed get its. We fired a shot simultaneously. I not know, fell whether I. Long I not could only shoot with leftist …
In one of secret lab under leave his Smoky.
Traits! Who such. The Organization? That I here do? Why I have in the hands of a pistol? I becomes to shoot? Who killed this man? This made I. For that? Who he? So notebook. Mail. Emanating: ““ Doctor. The Organization gone mad. Needs physical removing. P. S. ”
Is obtained, I. The Organization. I killed this man, because, that he wanted to … what the difference, that he wanted to. Me not eliminate. Hear! Now this my laboratory. No one can me thwart. Let this FS and referred message …

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I lay, already almost to suffocate. Around raskinulos black live in silence,. Ghastly its molchalivostyu and emergency Tripartite Commission. In this another the sky — stars almost not was. Keep and rarely the black emptiness, their weak the radiance, they only added gloom and despair. Reflection several galaxies, perhaps already long dead, reinforcing the irreality and alienation this world. Their slowly hurtling out of through measureless space light — stand has displayed overwhelming might universal years. Us destined to watch only their imprint. Ustremivshis to them, in the best case, we will see only pathetic remnant of the. As and in our. My, specific situation.
This star already long died. Its weak and Crescent light effect — consequence of a desperate attempts resurge. And in deadly struggle for their existence she've forgotten about their children. It have become's more important own interests, personal survival. But I its not vinyl. Can even understood, after all not had parents, children, family. Yes and not in its forces was preserve life itself and regard their wards.
And the jilted on arbitrariness sensible life still long continued fight. Intelligence droids had transferred many images with traces its existence on all planets system. From satellites gas giants until the last refuge. Puny, compared with other, over-heated until incredible efforts temperatures from rising eschevo times normal life close sun and gradually of cold planetary ball. On which and ended their existence. War for the remnants of resources and energy, unfathomable on its strength and cruelty – destroyed all.
I had landed here — on this, long already be dead planet. Precisely hence's vague signal. But my curiosity and responsibility — played malevolent joke. And now I lay, in dying, for two steps from goal. And all, suddenly, became unimportant: Expedition, spent resources, those killed friends.
From just crew remained alive only I. Our a long way transformed in brutal test. We have lived whole life. Indeed do several lives. The deserts me then crippled and dull. Narushaemye only rare ?? with comets the kind wandering orbit and subsequent repairs.
As same I was wrong! Only after clashes explore with asteroidnym cloud understood this. Then ship barely not died. Broke out conflagration it burned all hardly not his-third. In including and the entire crew, that dwelleth in suspended animation. Yosemite only I — dezhurivshiy on the captain's the bridge. But forfeited Dublikatora and lost opportunity be reborn. And from this in me Brandhorst fear for their lives. That began now very value. I more could not neglect their health. Falling sick or accidentally obtaining trauma — rushed as crazy to utselevshemu medbloku. Fearing losing example so valued life A more boring and gloomy.
But the most scary it turned out the, that on several light years around, not was nor one living souls. Not with whom nor to talk to the, nor argue, nor simply silently sit in companies. And still this razdavlivayuschaya void! Over the past years she has penetrated apex, became just me. But I stubbornly lived. In alone and fear, by continuing an expedition.
Us talked, that we best astronauts. Us created and carefully took the of the assorted candidates. Genes, Psikhofizicheskie data, characters, the results preparations and on training facilities – grifami proved.
Despite fail with the first expedition, about this project again trumpeted the from all channels. All attention was riveted on the us, and with news channels not were crazy headlines about giant resources, high purposes, record prospects, opportunities and hopes.
… I congratulate graduates! You the first who ??? a new world. Precisely you, perhaps, that will fall to honor meet our brothers on reintroduce reason, representatives other of civilizations.
… you best and only you government can to so responsible task.
… Remember – state hasn in you mass of funds and hopes!
I mind. But from this easier not became. And only still sadder and a more bitter taste.
After all all of this not had sense — our goal proved a hollow superfluity. Here already long all died, and the only it's a survivor from crew —! Remaining minutes and preparing for death. Regretting, that his life spent for good reason. And people so and not learn about this. And sent next clones, already in third time.
Now I blood on the surface hostile planet, turning over memory on painstakingly acquired. Me seems, that feel, as flee through tiny rasstoyanii together with oxygen and my life. Gulko knocking heart of, not Muzeum Wsi Slowinskiej surrender even in this situation. Ocean sensors shine say the, ignoring until pores time unavoidable catastrophe.
“Now you you can understand my oschuschenya, — expressly issued in the consciousness of a foreign thought. ”
I vskinulsya and man pulled himself up, quickly wandering around the all around.
But uneasy stalemate planet remained the former. Cold and a lifeless.
“I did, yeah! ”
Again farewells and returned to recent events.
The surface planet pestrila absolutely and seemed bases. Was strikingly — how powerful here once occurred the bombings. Passed so much centuries, and radioactivity had persisted. The link with Orbiters absent.
On the edge of huge failure, among outlandish nagromozhdeniy, I observed the remnants of facilities and horrific potential human ramifications to Zevu discovered by caves. But barely set foot under arch arch of, as construction starters crumble. Barely mellow pop out from-under eliminate avalanches, accidentally especially foundation brute Stella. Its over the wreckage and hurt spacesuit, double pridaviv pace. Extricate managed and, having taken rest, I continued research. But soon understood, that shell of (and emerged leaked. The reservoir air remained still decently, but I zaspeshil to the dropship.
All my pains proved unwarranted. I this understood, as only had on Uplands, where left ship. And has experienced real shock. His — not was.
Hitting leftovers from the buildings Vital cause of shift soil in the basis mountains. Shuttle now was on bottom the precipice, get far I raze could not.
I already environment with with the thought about inevitable death. Panic, hysterical — long gone are. Was comforted by playing only one thing — she not will be excruciating. Gradually the man, weak from obednennosti air — peacefully fall asleep. Not whether here poor atmosphere and dekompresiya proved would much worse, modicum and rapid.
"I can you help."
Fear, it arms, paralyzed body.
Several tyanuchikh minutes, only frequent pulse gulko knocking in the temples.
Not managed I draw comfort from, as again others’words, penetrating repulsive tentacles in consciousness:
"Not afraid. I not going to hurt you of evil! "
"Who you. I simply makes mad. "
"You know, that this is not so!"
"Then who you are And than can help? "
"Can to call me Creator, or as like it or. This not it is important. Better other on a piece of the crested from Left — there yours headshake,. "
Several long minutes I remained essentially silent, trying to rationalize thought in an emerging chaos.
"That there? And you not responded specifically! "
"Have you remained too little time. Not worth his lose. After all you like it or to live? "
And slightly later added: "I the, who created people. Very long. And you'd be surprised — all they clones, created in my old image. "
***
TNG cut space. With each second of bringing me on tiny historical region to Earth.
I more not feared years. After all I have emerged satellite. Powerful and almost works, ye mighty term protector.
Sometimes me attended strange thought and doubt, but I all same was glad, that more not alone.
Can be whether him to believe? I do not. But he me saved and gave fantastic opportunities, knowledge, immortality to.
Sometimes became frightening. I not could know his true goals and he Ronald remained bewildering, left overseas my to consciousness and nature.
His the essence of proved a fierce energy. The mind which and nature — were utterly in other.
Here is and now, feeling coming from-for defensive Wall reactor waves of savouring Sputnik’s, I unwittingly ezhilsya. Pat on the back get past Dijon chills. Who he — my savior? Simply's supreme the mind, achieving in his development not izvedannykh people heights, ancestor, or ancient, ghastly evil? Or the god, in which still believe some people?
Test this I utterly could not. On his words of — he just our far ancestor. -grown, in more a high form of and the essence of. But caught in trap. Without energy stars — slowly’s moribund Doha Development.
I have was choice — to believe, or not. To mind crossed, that the first expedition could itself themselves destroy, faced with this entity and unravelling the his mystery of. Such perhaps. After all their was many. And I one! And so again'm throwing away these thought. People wanted contact, have sought other? I over them this. After all for moreover and was created. Perhaps, whether I born and contemplated on fact, that such parents, family, close people, then blew up would ship. And so.